Hidden-self? Blind-self? Well, I forgot the terms for other selfs. But I think everyone does have some blind-self and hidden-self. And I just hate that I don't understand myself. I still don't know why I react in certain way under certain kind of circumstances. And sometimes I am really surprised by how I react.
The working circumstance is still hurting me. Feeling being avoided and isolated makes me thinking too much. And thinking too much is killing me. Why should I still care? It is still the self that I already know about but don't have any method/power to change.
Well, please at least be someone that I will be proud of. Don't pick up the traits that I don't like. Don't care about something that is not what I should care about. Ok, now I am lost in my own mind. haha...
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